Variance

Things have changed quite a bit.
I've gone from happy loopy to passively suicidal and back again in a matter of, when it really comes down to it, a year.
So I might be unsure of where I am right now, but I know some professional will tell me soon so I'm trying not to dwell.



I also am REALLY tired of being fake so I'm going to tell it like it is.
No, I'm not okay.
But that's okay.

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So this blog is in retirement.
I have plenty of other only diary type things and I really don't need another one.
But I am keeping it around for nostalgia's sake.

If you read any of this, oh reader who may have stumbles across this, know that this is OLD and embarrassing.
And feel free to laugh at it.

It's been awhile.

So I don't use this anymore.
And really, it's slightly embarrassing having this, BUT I have two blogs that I NEED to follow, so here we are again.

June 26 2010

I don't update this at all anymore, but I like to keep it around. I have another online blog-type-thing and I use it much more.

In case anyone was wondering :D